Saturday, 5 November 2011

I'm almost always right. My intuition, conscience, whatever you may want to call it. But it sucks to be right. Because I hate it. It doesn't make me happy.


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I'm a sucker for these personality type things.
This is my Moon Sign:

Pisces
Intuitive, imaginative, compassionate, romantic, easily influenced. Likes emotionally rich situations, enjoys being creative. Hates strict rules and discipline.

Sensitivity, changeability, rich imagination - these are the distinguishing features of the Moon in Pisces individuals. They are so perceptible to others' emotions that can be deeply moved by a situation in which someone else would never notice anything special. They try to avoid strict order or rigid rules and prefer to create around them a kind of "creative chaos", as if protesting against requirement to put things on their places.

Rich imagination of the Moon in Pisces helps these people in creative endeavours, but their negative trait can be a lack of reliability and responsibility. They don't know to where and when they will swim away next time - but at least not to a place where they will be required to do something. If they meet an obstacle, the Moon in Pisces people will find a way around. They will never storm or forcefully demand anything. Quietly and softly moving from one situation to another, they will be looking for a place with a cleaner emotional atmosphere.

To release stress, the Moon in Pisces folks might want to stay alone in some romantic surroundings and to day dream. They are able to meditate naturally, to travel in their imagination to a different reality. It may be good for them to live or at least to spend their vacations near a body of water, best of all a sea or an ocean. Even by simply spending a little time at the sea shore they will immediately feel significant relief.

Unfortunately, many of the Moon in Pisces people are prone to smoking and alcohol as a way to get an emotional relief. This might help for a period, but their body is very sensitive to contamination and consequences of such an unnatural relief can be really detrimental.

The Moon in Pisces parents are kind and full of compassion, they are ready to understand and forgive anyone. They like fairy tales even more than their kids and can read them for hours. They will take an active part in development of creative abilities and imagination of their children. But one thing where they are not helpful is in teaching their children how to deal with the real world, how to be responsible and ordered. They have no idea about this themselves.

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It all sounds so spot on. Is it because this is how I believe myself to be? Or is it really the way I am? 






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I'm scared to display my sexuality. I mean, as it is I can't do anything without feeling like a pretentious pineapple, and when people tell me I should dress up more, take a keener interest in my appearance, wear jewellery and stuff, I just automatically think that doing so would attract unnecessary attention to me. And it's amazing really the amount of attention people are willing to give a teenage girl. No, not attention, that's too refined a word.

Dressing up and wearing the "pretty clothes" and "pretty shoes" and things, I feel, makes me no different than all the others of my demographic, who're already getting all the attention they can handle and are even out to get more. And that's perfectly fine for them; in fact I suppose that's the healthy way to be. When there's already so much eye candy out there for people to direct their attentions to, why must I make an effort trying to look any more appetizing to an idle observer? It'd interest me more if they looked at me anyway, without me trying to invite their attentions. So it's not that I'm not trying to be pretty just because I'm self-righteous or whatever, or because I think superficial beauty is irrelevant. It's because I just can't be bothered about things like that. And because I don't want to seem like a tart. Which I'm convinced I'll end up looking like if I ever try to do the dressing up thing. But I do dress up, when I'm going out with my family. I like being beautiful and likeable around them, for them. Then I feel like an asset to them, and I don't think there's anything wrong in that.


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looooool what a fail: I just checked that moon sign thing again - I got the year wrong. THIS is my actual moon sign:


Cancer
Caring, emotional, sensitive and intuitive. Likes to spend time with family, hates new unfamiliar surroundings.
If you see a strong courageous-looking person, but you know that his or her Moon is in Cancer, take into account that the chances are that this person is vulnerable and touchy, even tender, and has a subtle understanding of other people's emotions. Whether this is a man or a woman, they probably worship their mother and have exceptionally strong emotional bonds with her.
Moon in Cancer individuals need to have their own home, or at least a room, or at least a corner in a room, but only their own and not someone else's. They can be strongly (and irrationally) attached to certain items which they have important emotional associations with.
There are very few people in the world who are really, really important for the Moon in Cancer, whom he or she considers as their own. Mother is number one, of course, and the kids, no doubt, but perhaps nobody else. Even a spouse can often be considered to represent more or less hostile outer world who cannot be completely trusted. Moon in Cancer people appreciate stable family life but often cannot create that stability and may even put their relationships under stress by constantly comparing the partner to their mother, and demanding from the partner mother-like care and concern.
Emotional problems of the Moon in Cancer are easily reflected on the physical level, hence problems with digestion, breasts or stomach disorders. To restore his or her energy after a stressfull period, the Moon in Cancer needs to hide from the outer world in his or her home and to see only the most trusted and closest people.
Moon in Cancer individuals can be superb parents, and a father with this Moon can be more solicitous than a mother, if she has her Moon in a different sign. But there is a negative side to this: this parent can easily spoil children with excessive care and concern, especially if the children are not naturally self-reliant anyway.

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This is bullshit, btw. I am nothing like this. Figures. :P

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