Who I am.

Remember that question from that Self-Interview post, that went sort of like "Who are you, deep down?" or something?

Addressing it now, on account of my high-on-life state of mind at the moment.

Who I am as a person (in my opinion):

1. Creator - 
I need to create things. That's the only explanation. It all makes sense now.
I mean, I create every time I write. I create when I'm acting. I create when I'm sitting somewhere looking at something. I create when I speak - not with the words I utter but with the thoughts in my head. And that is all I ever do. No wonder I have such a problem, thinking I'm deluded and all of that - it's because every thing I know, I've created.

2. Lover/Hater -
Nobody can love/hate me like I do.

3. I'm also really Nice and really Mean. Like, if I like you I'll be nice to you. But if I don't like you, I'll keep my distance. So I'm not a nice person per se (per-son per-se hahah) but I'm pretty decent if you like me. Judging is a two-sided thing. I think. Idk lol.

4. I'm pretty Screechy. Like, I get excited really easily. But that's the best thing in me, if you ask me - because my extremely vocal appreciation of something is only my way of reflecting utter sincerity at whatever it is that I am expressing. Like, refer the previous point - since I'm nice, I may have to say a few things without meaning them during social interaction, but if I'm going like OH MY GOD THAT'S SO AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it means I'm really really into whatever it was that I was freaking out about, and want you to know that I'm not bullshitting.
My father once told me I bullshitted a lot; and I agree, I do. I'm "nice" like that. But there it is. Paradox.
Basically, if you excite me, it means I like you, and you should be really proud of that.

5. I used to want to do everything to make people like me but that's changing. Yay. Or nay. I don't know. Change is good though.

Five is a nice number to end lists at!
If you're going to comment, and you think you have a fair idea of who I am as a person, let me know, if you'd like.